i’ve been so happy lately happier then i’ve been all year it seems like, and its been constant like normally when i’m this happy it only lasts a day if that… but this has been 2, 3 weeks? :D its wonderful but i’m scared that means it wont last much longer. I kinda think its because i’ve stopped talking to my ex… Because when i talk to him i get mad and stressed and annoyed. plus, i’ve been talking to this other boy who likes me and he’s so perfect but he’s so shy and i just wanna cuddle and hold his hand and hang out all the time. but i only see him like once during the day at school… and right now he’s far off somewhere in washington so i cant hang out with him over break :/ but thats ok he said he would come over and play gamecube with me when he gets back :D oh and he’s buff and smart and cute and funny and likes to dance. see? perfect. and his parents are funny and my mom likes him and he’s bestfriends with one of my friends and all of his other friends are funny and he’s taller than me even when i’m wearing heels. i’m so scared ima fuck things up or he’s gonna stop liking me or decide i’m boring :/