Posts tagged boy

apparently i’m just gonna post about guys… because i want someone to hang out with and cuddle with and flirt with. and i needed to say that somewhere. i want someone to hold me. i want to be comfortable with someone and be able to hug them and hold them whenever i want and for them to come up to me unexpectedly to hug and hold me. lfjd;lskjf;lsdjf;sl

That boy that i liked like doesnt talk to me anymore… Grant said he’s “on his man period. theres something wrong.” and i cant help but think its partially my fault even though its something or someone that actually matters to him thats upsetting him.

He said he doesnt think it would work out between us “because shes a junior and i just dont see how that would work”, and i think thats the lamest thing i’ve ever heard… He’s being dumb and i keep calling him gay but hes still adorable and still funny and i still ike him -__-

i’ve been so happy lately happier then i’ve been all year it seems like, and its been constant like normally when i’m this happy it only lasts a day if that… but this has been 2, 3 weeks? :D its wonderful but i’m scared that means it wont last much longer. I kinda think its because i’ve stopped talking to my ex… Because when i talk to him i get mad and stressed and annoyed. plus, i’ve been talking to this other boy who likes me and he’s so perfect but he’s so shy and i just wanna cuddle and hold his hand and hang out all the time. but i only see him like once during the day at school… and right now he’s far off somewhere in washington so i cant hang out with him over break :/ but thats ok he said he would come over and play gamecube with me when he gets back :D oh and he’s buff and smart and cute and funny and likes to dance. see? perfect. and his parents are funny and my mom likes him and he’s bestfriends with one of my friends and all of his other friends are funny and he’s taller than me even when i’m wearing heels. i’m so scared ima fuck things up or he’s gonna stop liking me or decide i’m boring :/

Theres this boy who is very cute.. but hes a sophomore and i cant tell like, what the hell hes doing because our mutual friend said he’s “interested”, and he had his arm around me one day… but now its like IDK WHAT HES DOING because i’ve been very obvious and he should be flirting more and stuff by now and i should at least have his number but i feel like hes too scared to make the first move and i dont really want to because i never have to i’m used to flirting a little and then the guy realizes it and its all easy but its like he doesnt realize it and i dont wanna bother him but i really want to hang out with him and talk to him and hes cute and i want to tell him and have him say it back so then after that all will be good but he wont do anything i’m going crazy.